my life is a chess board and I can't get offf!!!!!!

Me with my tatas out being philosophical as fuck!

is that what mj meant when he said it doesn't matter if you're black or white?

The idea of living on a chess board came to me sitting on a rock in the south of france smoking a skinny cigarette (as the french do - I was on holiday ok!!) and laying topless with my friend kate chatting all about how much we never wanted to leave this magical little place we were in.

Kate being the incredible and in tune friend she is knew that I had a LOT on my mind and left me to journal and be in my own thoughts.

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This was September 2025 and I was having my third major manic episode, probably the most intense and unsettling one I have had since my initial episode in November 2024.

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